Waiting to forget you

I should be able to forget you.
or at least to leave you behind.
To go a full day
without you in the way
scripting the thoughts in my mind.

I tell myself we’ve moved on.
A new day, a new time, a new start
But although we don’t talk
You still play with the lock
I have cemented on the door to my heart.

So yes,
I’m still waiting to forget you.
I’m still waiting to get over the thrill…
But deep in my soul
I still feel that hole
And I know I never will.